A contemplation of ‘the three-cornered world’

My longing to become submerged in the depths of the grassland’s chasm, overwhelms and incapacitates me. Any ability I thought were mine to even shift in this cramped, precarious four-cornered microcosm (a paraphrased idea from the great Sōseki), has been shrouded by obscurity and defiance. Perhaps, I ponder, once (and also if -I laugh-), I reach the ‘three-cornered world’, tranquility will engulf me. I am without a doubt, however, that at this moment in time my being is far from adhering to such an absurd and splendid world.
04/06/17